I feel frozen in my mind and body. Yes, everything is difficult before it get easier; and every new experience feels uncomfortable before it’s comfortable—running like a smooth oiled machine.
I know what to do, and do it. I know what to say, and say it. Feeling frozen just tells me that subby is trying to get my attention as there is something that I need to attend to in order to press forward. I feel very grateful for having the tools to pry this out of the my encased shell.
Since I don’t have time for the ‘Spring thaw’, I take the mallet out and start chipping away.
From now on I take full responsibility and ownership of my life. I make the calls, do the follow up, decide the outcomes I want. I can’t change the past, but I can re-direct the future. The profession I am in has limitless potential, and I am taking full responsibility of its results.
Yes, there are certain things that are not ideal, but that doesn’t matter any more as I gather power from within and strength from my Lord, I have all that it takes to overcome this shell of ice.
Onward and Upward,